Monday, December 22, 2014
The first and probably the only post for year 2014 at 1:16 PM

Its been long since I blogged. I just suddenly have the urge to visit my long forsaken blog to realize that I haven't been blogging for almost a year. What have I been doing all these while? I guess this year was a really hectic, chaotic and sometimes good year for me. Quite a lot of things happened to my family this year and it will be a very long grandmother story to say. So to cut things short, there was a little of something. We experienced situations that we never occurred before and thought we could not handle. But the good thing is, we are still getting by, still hanging in there.

I was travelling quite a lot this year and I have to say it was a pretty good experience. Also having graduated from university, now stepping in to the real society makes me really lost and confused and hence still not willing to find a job. Seeing others around me working, having an idea of what to do, I really envy them. This is the midlife crisis I'm facing right now. Hope that I am able to overcome it soon. I really don't wanna grow up.

That shall be all for my ranting.

Before I forget,  Merry Christmas everyone and have a Happy New Year!

Hope that the coming year 2015 will be a good one for everyone.





Tuesday, December 31, 2013
Last day of 2013 at 11:41 PM

It has come to the time of the year again. The last day of the year, the long awaited day or not. As usual, time passes exceptionally fast when it reaches the last month. At least this is what I'm feeling. This year, I would say, have not been a really good year. Many things happened this year not only the good ones and also the bad ones. The bad ones are really stressful and caused everyone to be upset. But it is also these that we are able to grow up and look at things from a different point of view. At times we, regardless adults or the younger ones, take things for granted. We thought that as long as we do not touch or approach it, things will be the same forever. We refused to accept or see that there are changes happening within. Its only when things go out of hand that we began to panic. Maybe it is a test for us to overcome and learn. Through these obstacles that we faced, we have each grown to be a better person, and more bonded together. It may well be a blessing in disguise for us. Now that this year is ending, I hope that we can have a even better year ahead waiting for us. May everyone have fruitful year ahead with good health and full of happiness. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!~



Saturday, December 14, 2013
The almighty is back! at 10:26 PM

Heyho everyone! It has been really months since I last updated and I'm ashamed to say that my last post was in July. And please remind me what month are we in now? December! Oh gosh! And I realized, up till now, I've only posted 4 posts for this year. How can this be? How can I neglect my blog even though there aren't any readers left?! Well, I won't even want to close down this blog even though there are no readers at all. Reason being, this blog records what happened throughout my growing process (even though there are times when I'm real lazy and there weren't much updates for months). It would be a real waste to close it down just like that. I'll just treat it as talking to myself. At least when I wanna look back at the past, I can have this place for me. But really, this blog is really left untouched for a long time. I'm gonna dust it up and make sure it still looks alive for a long long time, cause this is gonna be my memory bank for as long as I can keep it. 

Needless to say, I'm was still busy with my assignments up until this week. And I'm still left with my dissertation not even half done. I realized I always complain how much work I had to do and how busy I was on this blog. Maybe it is my way of communicating with people (provided that there is any still reading), or even a space for me to speak up on whats on my mind. 

Time passes very slow throughout the year and only when we reached December then did I realize, we are already approaching the end of another year. And another year had passed just like this. Its always at the end of the year that we realized how time have been wasted by us, and reflect on the things that should have happened or already happened. No matter how much I love December, as it represents a joyous season, there are still some mixed feelings that I experience as it is a time for us to think back, and we realize that we are another year older soon. So I guess I can't escape from the mixed feelings again this year. But I wish that sooner or later, I am able to face the end of the year with a contented heart, grateful for what I had accomplished or received and wishing for another good year ahead. It's not that I'm not experiencing good things this year, but it is the thought that I should live my life to the fullest and not have any regrets at the end of every year. I guess, it means growing up and taking responsibility of my life. I'm waiting (or maybe trying hard) for the time to come, so that I don't waste my time and live everyday meaningfully. 

That is all for now I guess, cause if I'm gonna say everything, its gonna take ages. HAHAHAH.

"You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough."





Sunday, July 07, 2013
I'm 21! at 3:46 PM


Yes, I'm officially an adult now. 
I am really thankful and appreciative of  those who stood by me throughout my growing process, witnessing my achievements and also giving advice during down times or when I needed it. 
Bringing the memories we created, I'm entering a new phase of life with your blessings and well wishes. 
A big thank you to my family and friends.


Please look forward to me achieving better results in life and make you proud! ^^
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Wednesday, March 20, 2013
It's been quite awhile! at 3:44 PM

Oh no, look at the date today! It has been quite some time since my last post in January! My apologies! 


I sure hope that my readers or followers have not ditched my blog and never return (praying real hard). I really think it is extremely to get myself to blog these days, I wonder why. 

Holidays are here and everyone is trying to keep themselves occupied and live life to the fullest. For me, there is nothing different. Looking for jobs or looking for places to travel to. Arghhh! I really want to go overseas that badly! Had been travelling to nearby places during weekends and it feels so great, just like a short getaway. And its for consecutive weekends! 
It sounds crazy, but it is way cool. Pictures may or may not be posted here, depending on my mood (Sorry, can't promise due to my laziness).

I'll  keep it short and sweet! Hope you guys are enjoying your holiday or even busy days! And I still have to study for my exam in May. Gosh. Bye. *Floats away~



*Floats back: Hopefully I will be back soon!




Tuesday, January 29, 2013
random crazy post at 1:59 PM

Hey people, I'm back! But not quite, cause I'm here just to blog a little so that this space won't look so dead. HAHA. I'm now having holidays but not that free to go high tea with my girls for gossiping session cause there's still assignments and exams waiting for me. 


So in a sense I'm quite busy and also living life to the fullest. Not much time to stalk my idols and do useless stuff. 

when people stalk me (im not a celebrity or whatever)

when i show love for my idols (cause they are celebrities)


However, there are still some time, for instance now, that I can update my blog. Maybe next week I will be back again to blog, who knows. So my dear followers, readers, stalkers or whatever, please don't give up on my blog! I'm hoping to increase readership for my blog! 


I sure hope that I can blog something about last year's stuff as well cause there are really lots of things which I have yet to blog about. So please patiently wait for the posts okay? Okay, I seriously need to start on my assignments. BYE EVERYONE! YES I SEE YOU PEOPLE HIDING EVERYWHERE. (being delusional here cause of assignments)


P/s: this post is a little crazy, my apologies. Must be the stress that I'm facing. Yes, i'm facing stress. LOL



Friday, January 04, 2013
My thoughts at 6:46 PM

We think what we have done is right but after things were talked out, we realized that we've been wrong all along. That's what I'm feeling right now. At that moment I don't think that I'm in the wrong. But now, I feel that it was all but a childish act. Maybe we were too angry at that time, maybe we were too young to understand this kind of things. I'm feeling guilty for what I did. It now feels like it was all for nothing, just a useless fight. Sometimes I feel that we have to experience something to grow and learn. Let this be a lesson and a reminder for me to think carefully before taking action. My apologies, and let bygones be bygones. Learn to forgive and forget, but always remember the lesson learnt.




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